besties !!!,

tepahape tahh . name besties . tp xkn too pun nk sentap . kaw ckp aku , but now kaw punn samee . mase tu aku dgn aien lpk dlm toilet mesti lah pegi kencing . bile kitoank kuwa koank yg tade at situ . ape cher tu derr ? xkn skjp pun taley tgu kott ?, then nk tacink pun bertempat wehh . bila bg duit tuu , tabole bg elok elok ke ? perlu campak campak ?, if akuor aien buat cmtu , kaw pun bengang kan ? haihh-____-" aku punn tataw lah wehh . aku yg different or kaw yg different . haihhh-____- yg aku tawu . aien sedih ++ bengang ngn koank .

this fucking blog dah byk buat hal .
same je mcm tuan punya blog nie .
and now !
i decided nak buat new private blogspot acc .
yelahh , nati aku follow korang suma balekk-_____-"
jgn lah nak dirisaukan .
hahah ,
till now and then :):)
byee~

shameen izwan .

post yg lepas too aku act aku tak kutok kaw but maybe aku ade cerita sikit bout kaw . aku cuma ckp aku skrg sng sentap . tuu je and aku senang sentap since aku lepas ckp . itu je kott .aku mention dlm post lepas too . but kenapa bile aku terlepas ckp dkt kaw , kaw mesti nak babit kan wawa ? kaw ckp wawa punya idea ape sume . tapi ape yg aku post xde satu pun kena mengena dgn wawa . aku tahu lah wawa kenal kaw lebih lama dari aku kan . tapi kenapa wawa ? hmm ape ape jelah , lg punn aku cuma ckp je . tak meant it pun sume too . pape pun sorry lahh , byee~


p/s: aku tak baik punn dgn nana . serius . dah time to dorang tanya *kaw gadoh dgn dorang ke* aku admit lah yg kita tak gadoh . betul kan ?, then dorang tgk korang happy happy wothout aku . tuu yg dorang panggil aku lepak dgn dorang . aku lepak punn xde nak hipokrit . kutok kutok korang dpn dorang tuhh . aku lepak situ punn byk spend time dgn ang and bluetoot pic at phone ang . sorry btw~

satu

dua

tiga
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haha ,
tadi tkdpt ciom kaw pon bodoh ?
haihh ,
pipi pun jadi kan bie ?
ngeee ngee ,
bie nxt week kan ?
ermm ,
meet lagi eakh ?
i wanna see ur supra mupra .
heee ,
hehehe ,
taw bie taw .
hehe ,
engt bie ,
baby belanja kasut to .
then lps nie "kasih sayang" je kan ?
promise me .
haha ,
engt step step to .
satu dua tiga
hahaha ,
iloveyou bangla ;););)

dedicated to
ezmr danial ;
azwn fahmi ;

sincere from
bloodtearsmadebyeyna.blogspot.com
..iloveyoubie,,eyna..

nahhh , its a cute mute way to prove I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U
haha azwn :):)
bie .
nxt week haha ,
jgn lupa .
my teddy bear .
and our baby child .
hahaha ,
taw taw taw :):)
hahah joke joke .
make sure b xdemam , xbusy taw taw !!!
haha ,
maw pelok ciom lah katanya kann kann .
xpe wawa pun mesti busy nanti .
haha :):)
muahh azwn .
muahh hubby gemok .
muahh hubby gedikk .
awww awww .

sincere ;
bini gemok kaw lah gmk .
wekekekek ,

kesian justin bieber . haha .
habis hancor lagu dea at youtube .
haha ,
bodoh mcm mcm parody ade .
haha ,
hancoo douhh lagu dea .
arghhh ,
lagi lagi lagu baby tukar jd farmville .
haha ,

uhh , hey babes . tadi jmpe my buff lagii . ouhhh rindu dea je douhhh ! even date dkt kl sentral . standet what to . haha , pukol 3 lebey cmto baru lpk dgn dea . haha , tkpe lahh . puas whatt . PUAS HATI COZ DPT LEPAK YEEE ! BKN PUAS LAIN !!!! at first aku sampai dulu , aku lpk aa at mcD uhh . beli fries je . haha then few minutes lps to baru ezmr sampaii . then dudok chat chat skjp . cita lah boud hampir whole bdk school knl dea . ermm , whole kot haha , then cite at dea yg amni , shera , alyaa , arra , nisyaa knl dea . haha , tetbe dea terasa yg dea too artis . haha , stop it lah bdk jambu :P . then dea pegi beli mkn . but still dea soank yg mkn . aku malas :):) then lps mkn , jln jln at ats too kjp . dah buat 1 round turon then beli cookies . dea belanje^^ then kite keluar kjp .

lps keluar too pusing half circle at luwa to . then masok balek . pegi belah lagi satu pulakk . haha , dah sampai hujong to aku ajk ezmr pegi secret resepi . haha , ingt nk mkn cake . sekali ade starbuck . aww aww , pau dea lah ape lagii kan . dah lepak lepak to , dea ajk bla . then cll wawa . dea borak dgn wawa and aku borak dgn wawa jgk . means both borak dgn wawa . last last kdt aku habiz and wawa cll aku , then kdt wawa pun habiz kot . last last train dea dah nk sampai . uhh sedih kot nak balik . ishhh ,

aku punn salam dea and ciom pipi dea . perghh , mengayat hati kott part too . haha , mcm nk menangis je kann . haha , lastly aku pun naik lah pegi platform 5 bt still train dea xsampai . aku txt dea tnye mane train . skali dea tade kdt=.=" haha , xpe lahh . then bile train aku sampai . aku rase nk menangez . coz train dea xsampai . bile aku dah nak masok train to . ouhh train dea sampai . haha , aku cpt cpt book tmpt tepi tingkap . hope sgt nmpk muke jambu dea to . but , xnmpk punn . coz dlm train rawang to ramai gila lah orang . pack nak mampus . haha ,
padan muka dea . hee , papepun . iloveyou biee . thanks aww dtg jmpe aku walaupun aku tawu kaw penat kan bie :):) haha , iloveyou iloveyou ezmir danial nurhisyam :):)

gahhhh . tadi xpg hang punn . cll ezmr xdpt dpt=.=" then j pulak xhabiz habiz cll txt tnye boleh ke x pg . if ckp xboleh tuu xboleh lahh , haihhh=.= nk aku pujok mak aku sampai dea halau aku dari umah err ? haihh=.=" taw lah ajk aku sebab alpha kann . nanty aku jln cm ownx bodoh then kaw and membe kaw yg melayan alpha to . adil sgt to douhh . bagus , good job derr !!!

then td txt azwn . suroh lahh dea pegi date dea to=.=" then txt wawa gtw yg he got a new baby !!! jelez nyy wehh . berapi je nyy ! then ade satu txt uhh . aku tga nangez , boleh pulakk slahh snt aduhhh@.@ dala tga cite bout azwn mase to tersent at dea pulak . maklumlah , aku guna memory 100 gb just for his phone number . haha so ade salah faham sikit tadi . then okay balek . text dgn dea last last stop text coz dea pegi hang=.="

at uma pulak tak buat ape ape punn . kelua masok bilik je . haha , fun ape to . dga bunyik pintu . gahahaha , "gedung gedang" menarik . haha , mase lepak at bilik uhh , ingt nk tido ouhh . sekali nangez . ape lg dlm otak nyy pikir yg ezmr and azwn pg bb without aku . gahhh ! tension tension .

esok(saturday) nak keluar kot
nak jumpa ezmr .
rindu derr !!!!
but azwn said dea nk pg date .
arghhh ,
menangez lagi kan .
jelez wehh .
aku taw aku ade 2 .
tapi aku still jelez dgn dea .
if aku xcpl dgn azwn pun .
still jelez jgk .
hmm~

Ezmir Danial Nurhisyam ! please be my first and last
:)
i mean it .

just keep swimming . just keep swimming :D

now im really easy to sentap

yes its true my friends , now im really easy to be sad and just shut up and do my own thing while my 3 friends busy-ing gossip and talkative all the time . i know its fun to gossip bout other people guys . but her mouth was sooo ~ urghhh , she always ckp lepas with me while all the time i try to jaga her hati , since insiden bout her kutok name aku and buffy aku . arghh malas derr wehh . if aku xlayan kaw punn kaw okay . sbb kaw ade wawa and aien . kaw nakkk ? nahhh amekk , bia aku terpinggir . bia hamtaro punye topfie skrg 1)aien 2)wawa 3)you 4)me . aku rela lahh der , aku malas lahh nak bising kutok ckp fucking fucking or wtv dgn kaw . tkde guna lahh . aku nk jage hati kaw . and kaw ckp ikut sedap mulot je . bile aku ckp ikot sedap mulot aku . ty blkg aku kaw kutok kutok . lagi takde guna . yes aku mengaku few days nie aku ade cite blkg kaw . cite dgn aien . cite since kaw terlepas ckp tu . makin lebih ckp kaw to . if kaw nk gadoh dgn aku . fine~ aku kan tk penting mane punn . haihh=.=" semalam at tusyen pun same . sentap dgn bdk bdk batu unjur . haihh=.=" tah lah . npe dgn aku skrg nie . sng je nak buat muka masam . seriusly boleh rase yg my life is not important anymore . but what can i do if Allah nak tentu kan mcm nie kan . just be chill eyna . go on with ur life . be cool and relax . dont be sad . keep ur tears away and focus on ur real life . if u think they important and they think the opposite way . its okay be happy :') . just keep swimming :D:D

Menangiz lagi ! perlu ke weh ?

haih , story mcm nyy . semalam (6.4.10) terbgn lambat aw . haih , 7.20 cmto baru bgn . haih act at first uhh mcm mlz je nk pg skola kan . tapi pegi jela nanti mumy bising kan and dah rancang dgn aien and wawa nak pg centrepoint uh . so teroz lari masok toilet and mandi sume . dah mandi masok bilik . silent kan phone sony and nokia masok kan dlm beg and masok kan dslr dlm to skali . then suroh lah mumy anta . dah half way uhh baru teringt bateri dslr smlm charge . means aku bwk dslr kosong=.=" haih setupidddd . fffffffffFUCK ! then bia jela . sampai school to wt muke bodoh jela . artis kan byk job sume . so to yg bgn lmbt to . gahahaha , artis katanya :):) . then belaja sume mcm biasalah kan . balek school to , nmpk J sume . mcm ffffffffFUCK je nk kerek kerek . dah bagus sgt lah ? bile ssh pandai pulak carik aku . bile kaw senang ? bla mcm shit jela ?

then pg jela centrepoint to . dah sampai sane , ternampak miza . awww~ menjerit aku dkt sito . pergh gila babi rindu dea douhh . then pegi cc . online dulu kan after that pegi karoke . awww awww . aku nyanyi lagu kotak hati-hujan and duet dgn wawa lagu doa buat kekasih-ramli sarip and khatijah ibrahim . aien ckp time nyanyi kotak hati uhh sore aku tk sdap . haha , tade mood lah wehh . pasto bia la aien date dgn amaa . aku and wawa pegi mkn mcD . then nmpk few bdk hipokrit tgh mkn at ani sup uhh . wt bodoh jela ken . then doank dtg at kiterunk . wt bodo jelaa , aku tk byk ckp ponn . at mcD call ezmr . then bg wawa ckp dgn ezmr . tetbe wawa ckp "wehh kaw ade awek lain tak selain kwn aku ?" then ezmr mcm sentap sikit lah . aku gelabah aku teroz amek phone to and gtw yg aku tk suroh dea kp cmto pun . dea yg mulot becok nk tny pulakk . haihhh=.=" then dah okay to . pg carik aien . ajk balik coz dah hujan . then aien ckp kjp and dea suroh turon dulu . ishh-.- aku and wawa punn turon aah . then aku teringt nk pegi cuci gmba at penD aku . so aku cuci gmba last year time main hujan and gmba ezmr mase meet harito . dah cuci uhh , wawa nak pg jumpa zulaika . pg jela . skali eayfa and puteri ade skali . (haa time nyy yg hot nyy)

doank nak tgk gmba , aku bg tgk yg last punyer jela . gmba ezmr aku pgg , tk bg sape sape tgk . then eayfa ckp "lepak aa , aku nk tgk je" then bg jela . tetbe eayfa tnye sape dea . kp aa ezmr . then dea kap . "haha pakwe kaw ke ? smlm aku baru text dgn dea" makkk , terkejut aku time to . rase cm jantong aku dah meletop dah . then bla bla bla . malaz aku nk cerita=.=

then kp at doank nk bla dah . then pegi carik aien . time at eskelater , aku txt ezmr . then pg at room aien , aku teroz dudok at sblh dea , aku menangez . then aien tnye npe . and wawa cite sume . then doank nk pujok , aku tensyen , aku tolak tgn doank and teroz bla jee . then txt wawa kap nk balek . pasto blablabla , gado dgn ezmr and eayfa . then teroz ykde mood=.=" then blek skola .

at skola , sementare tgu mumy uhh , aku pujok ezmr kp tknk gado lg . perghh , tk sanggop douhh . syg too babe , then dea kp dea sakit hati . hurmm , yela . dea punye sakit hati je kan . aku punye dea cm tk pena pk je . haihh , then last last kiterunk baik mcm to . haha , fyi , im not a kind of person who love to make my bububooo mad for along time . i will feel guilty . im sorry bie , ilysm !

Ezmir Danial Bin Nurhisyam :)

oh Ezmir Danial Bin Nurhisyam . my mat saleh . my number one peminat . haha , sayang really love you . ouhh nak jumpa lagi . bolehkan bolehkan ? uuh , i really miss you . i miss you my nerd . my ben 10 . haha , i love you . muahh suamiku muahh sayangku :):) hahahahha ,

azwan fahmi ;'(

nahh ,
puas ke hati aku nyy ea ?
is this the right time to forget boy and try new one .
yes i think .
even thought i still love you
and really need you .
dah tiba masanya tok i lupakan u .
i tawu senang untok u
and susah untok i .
tapi i kena cuba .
if i boleh buat dekat ayie .
i must try at u .
betol kan ?
well , its true yg i still mimpi ayie .
im sure i will mimpi u jugak .
haha ,
tapi if kita break kali nie .
satu je i mintak dari u .
ayie , dea tglkan i forever .
langsung tak cntct i .
i hope u will not leave me forever .
hope we can still be friends :)
i love you azwan fahmi :)
i really love you .
goodbye

Although you seem happy to the outside world, deep inside you feel you shouldnt be here. But the truth is everyone is put here for a reason and you dont find that by just sitting around, so go out there and do stuff you love with the ones you love, you might just find it.

husband ,
its a long time i waited for you .
and i know i will got a chance .
now i tried to think more positive than ever .
just to prove that i really love you .
thanks for being the greatest among the best .
i love you husband .
yeah its true .
you are my husband :):)

yes its a great time tadi .
masok air je .
haha ,

Its a big meaning for me .

the fountains mingle with the river
and the river with the oceon
the winds of heaven
mix forever with a sweet emotion
nothing in the world is single
in one another being mingle
why not i with u ?
see the mountains kiss high
heaven and the waves
clasp one another
no sister flower would be forgiven
if itdisdained it brother
and sunlight clasp the earth and the moonbeams
kiss the sea what are all
these kissing worth
i only want u to know
that how much i love you
and no other can b replaced

Author

Ezmir Danial Nurhisyam

i like you
i want you
i need you
i miss you
i love you

its all about you . wether friends or boyfie or family . its all about you . my life is all about you .

tell me guys . if you think you dont like me anymore just tell me the truth and i will go far away from you and please dont make me come back .

tell me guys . if you think you dont want me anymore just tell me the truth and i will walk far away from you and please dont make me turn back .

tell me guys . if you think you dont need me anymore just tell me the truth and i will hide far away from you and please dont find me back .

tell me u guys . if you think you dont miss me anymore just tell me the truth and i will run away from you and please dont console me back .

tell me guys . if you think you dont love me anymore just tell me the truth and i will go far and and walk away and hide and run and suicide myself and please . . .
dont remember me back .


special dedicated to : friends ; family ; buffy

done by
darling eyna

ting tong , cerita harini is . . . . .

Jeng Jeng Jeng

xsihat kod .
at skola mcm kurang berckp je
mcm kurang ye .
bkn x berckp .
haa ny nak cite .
td masok dewan .
ade ceramah boud keselamatan lagi=.="
naseb bek polis uhh sporting .
at first , lepas dudok uhh .
aku tetbe pikir boud mumy dady fwenz
and buffy .
then aku menanez .
TERsebak pulakk boud doank .
aku punn tataw nape .
hmmm
but polis uh ade mention aw
if kita nak meninggal .
ade tande tande .
dari jahat jd baik .
but tadi aku baik sikit jee tadi .
humm maybe aku tak lama lagi kod=.="
hope lame lagii .
AMIN~
then polis uhh bg soklan .
kita kena jwb .
then then , time tuu baru hyper aku cm dah naik blek .
humm~
thenn .?
aku mls nk cite agy dahh .
grrr~